For exactly a year, another bad news was given to me.
A bad news that is going or might be the turning point of my life.
It all started exactly a year ago, a day after my birthday, the first day of ramadhan.
There is no need for me to scratch over the details bcse for what is worth, everything is gone now.
I am clueless as i can be,
I dont know how and why does this gives such an impact to me.
After all that he has put me through, i dont know why i still think that he is the best.
And all the pain i've suffered and still suffering is worth to bare with.
Is this what we call love?
Is it love? Or is it just plain stupidity and blindness?
Is it karma bcse i've once told a friend i never believe in true love or a love that hurts.
Bcse i believe what im going through is a love that hurts, and when the pain is even more, nothing less than a love there is.
Should i fight it? Or should i let it be?
It is stupid enough to fight for a losing battle,
Bcse you know you will get hurt and in the end feel miserable at best,
But what's wrong with standing to what you believe?
What's wrong with trying your very best to secure the hope you have for your future?
Yes fate is in God's hands but then again he too told us that we still need to work hard on it.
Bcse in the end, a battle that we have lost will only make us a better and much stronger person.
A battle that will tear us apart will teach us to mend ourselves.
Nobody is perfect.
So love is never pefect.
But love is more than just merely madness when it comes to you.
